Raging Flames of Boredom

I'm starting to get annoyed to my senior here...you know why? because she insists that she told me to back up the codes before modifying them which she didn't tell me at all yesterday and now she's saying that she did...i'm so pissed off coz of stress as well...one more thing i dont like about her is after office we dont go directly to the hotel instead she drags us on strolling even after buying our lunch...hello? we went out of office late, she strolls so we stroll as well and then we have to wake up early the next day??? sheezzz... thats a total sicko! grrr!!!!!!!

Another day here in the office....hay... nothing's special here...i dont feel happy nor excited everytime i wake up...

Last night we went home around 11:45pm...we have to finish the work so that we can give it to the QA here for their testing...despite of the time we went out last night, we still came here in the office 9:00 in the morning...coz thats how it should be according to the company...sheeezzz.... its really really tiring...i feel so sleepy right now...we're still doing some testing today and i can't keep my eyes from shutting and my head from banging down....

well i was just wondering why do they have odd names...i mean the thai people have weird names. Here in the office, they have names that sound very weird and sometimes funny... names like Kwang, Koy, Tan, Worn, Pong...and many more that i forgot already coz its hard to remember too... i mean if you were brought up western culture, who would want to name his or her children names like that??? no offense meant but its really really funny...but despite of their 'not good' names some of them look good/nice like Ms. Kwang and Mr. Worn...

Another thing i noticed is that the people here look like from other nations/countries...some of them look like filipinos, chinese, japanese, arab, korean, and there are a lot of people here from the western and northern countries as well like US, I think they working here...

I don't know whether its good or bad that we don't understand each others languages...we dont understand thai language and they dont understand tagalog...we can talk about them even in tagalog even if they are around coz they don't know what we're saying...and same as them also, we don't know if they're talking about us when they speak thai...sometimes you could feel that you're the topic of the talk coz of their facial expressions.hmm...so annoying...

To offset sadness virtually.

i bought a Nintendo DS the other day to offset my loneliness...i bought the game Nintendogs(dashund and friends)...its a very nice game for dog lovers coz you can actually take care of your virtual dog, play with them, dress them up and even teach them tricks...

There are so many huge malls and designer boutiques here...a lot of expensive stuffs especially the branded ones but there are also the affordable ones...hehehe i havent shopped yet...the only thing i have bought for now is my Nintendo DS...i'll just buy clothes and stuffs for myself next time that we go out and when i have money again hehehehe...and of course how would i forget the 'pasalubongs' for my family and friends there in the philippines...it really is hard to be afar from your family and homeland as well...i miss the philippines...i miss the food...i miss the people...i miss hearing the tagalog language...and lastly i miss my loved ones coz right i seldom talk to them, actually since i got here i only talked to them once thru a landline here in the hotel that is too expensive...i havent bought a mobile phone, my old phone got broken the day before my flight here... :( i just wish i could find an affordable, nice mobile phone here... sheezzz... i need to be thrifty.... i dont like the food here too... :( and the smell of the environment!!!! so yuck!!! waaaahhhhh!!!! :"(