Raging Flames of Boredom

I'm starting to get annoyed to my senior here...you know why? because she insists that she told me to back up the codes before modifying them which she didn't tell me at all yesterday and now she's saying that she did...i'm so pissed off coz of stress as well...one more thing i dont like about her is after office we dont go directly to the hotel instead she drags us on strolling even after buying our lunch...hello? we went out of office late, she strolls so we stroll as well and then we have to wake up early the next day??? sheezzz... thats a total sicko! grrr!!!!!!!

Another day here in the office....hay... nothing's special here...i dont feel happy nor excited everytime i wake up...

Last night we went home around 11:45pm...we have to finish the work so that we can give it to the QA here for their testing...despite of the time we went out last night, we still came here in the office 9:00 in the morning...coz thats how it should be according to the company...sheeezzz.... its really really tiring...i feel so sleepy right now...we're still doing some testing today and i can't keep my eyes from shutting and my head from banging down....

well i was just wondering why do they have odd names...i mean the thai people have weird names. Here in the office, they have names that sound very weird and sometimes funny... names like Kwang, Koy, Tan, Worn, Pong...and many more that i forgot already coz its hard to remember too... i mean if you were brought up western culture, who would want to name his or her children names like that??? no offense meant but its really really funny...but despite of their 'not good' names some of them look good/nice like Ms. Kwang and Mr. Worn...

Another thing i noticed is that the people here look like from other nations/countries...some of them look like filipinos, chinese, japanese, arab, korean, and there are a lot of people here from the western and northern countries as well like US, I think they working here...

I don't know whether its good or bad that we don't understand each others languages...we dont understand thai language and they dont understand tagalog...we can talk about them even in tagalog even if they are around coz they don't know what we're saying...and same as them also, we don't know if they're talking about us when they speak thai...sometimes you could feel that you're the topic of the talk coz of their facial expressions.hmm...so annoying...

To offset sadness virtually.

i bought a Nintendo DS the other day to offset my loneliness...i bought the game Nintendogs(dashund and friends)...its a very nice game for dog lovers coz you can actually take care of your virtual dog, play with them, dress them up and even teach them tricks...

There are so many huge malls and designer boutiques here...a lot of expensive stuffs especially the branded ones but there are also the affordable ones...hehehe i havent shopped yet...the only thing i have bought for now is my Nintendo DS...i'll just buy clothes and stuffs for myself next time that we go out and when i have money again hehehehe...and of course how would i forget the 'pasalubongs' for my family and friends there in the philippines...it really is hard to be afar from your family and homeland as well...i miss the philippines...i miss the food...i miss the people...i miss hearing the tagalog language...and lastly i miss my loved ones coz right i seldom talk to them, actually since i got here i only talked to them once thru a landline here in the hotel that is too expensive...i havent bought a mobile phone, my old phone got broken the day before my flight here... :( i just wish i could find an affordable, nice mobile phone here... sheezzz... i need to be thrifty.... i dont like the food here too... :( and the smell of the environment!!!! so yuck!!! waaaahhhhh!!!! :"(

Sawasdee Krup Thailand

I'm already here in thailand, in the office to be exact...yeah i know its saturday but we still have to be here in the office to start the project so that we can go back there to the philippines as soon as possible.

Ms. Bing(my senior) was really scheduled for a flight the other day, april 20 and i was a chance passenger then coz my schedule is really yesterday. They want me to be a chance passenger so that ms. bing has a companion.. we weren't able to catch the flight coz we came in late...hehehehe... well we didn't do it intentionally...and because of that ms. bing rebooked her flight on the same time as mine...we didn't want to leave the country for our own reasons...her reason is because she just came in from a maternity leave and her baby is just 2 months old only. my reason is if i were to come here in thailand i will not be able to attend the graduation ceremony on may 11 coz this project will last for about 3 months or so... the only thing i wanted before is to graduate and attend the ceremony, after what i've been through with my subjects i wouldn't be able to attend the graduation because i'm here...my officemates already told me that the chances are to slim that the company will let me go back there for graduation... its so sad... :(

We arrived at Bangkok international airport at exactly 5:45pm yesterday. After chiecking out we went to straight to our hotel to drop off our baggages and then headed to office to let them know that we're already here...it was already past 9:00pm when we left the office. We went to robinsons mall to have dinner and bought some foods to stock up our hotel rooms hehehe...

My insights upon arriving here and seeing thailand for the first time...Thailand is just like the Philippines, traffic worse here than in the philippines i think, narrow streets, lots of street foods, 'tiangge' everywhere, not so clean streets, congested houses, train, and the people...they also look like filipinos...its even hard to distinguish especially when they are not talking...

Mixed Emotions.. ~_o;;

Yesterday was the judgement day for me whether i'll graduate this may 11 or not...and...i will!!!!!!! hehehehe!!!! at last our defense days are over...i'm so happy... i don't know how to carry out what i'm feeling but its really joy to me... there were only few to whom i told it...i just want to cherish it to myself for now...

I don't know whether its a good news or a bad news to me coz today my senior told me that we might be leaving for thailand tomorrow...and i don't like to fly there tomorrow coz its so unplanned...of course it will be my first time to leave the country and i want it to go smoothly as possible coz i'll be leaving my homeland and being there is like a total independent...grrr...i really dont like unplanned stuffs coz its so annoying...grrr....!!!!!!!!

i really feel bad about the stuff leaving tomorrow... :(

Holy Week Vacation, Love and Fun Blast!

Its been almost a month since the last time i get to write here...hehehe...well what happend for those past weeks? hmm...i already bought a pair of contact lens which is peppermint colored, i tried the ultramarine but its so vulgar and bold...i dont think i can carry that color for now hehehe maybe in the near future...well since my eyes got this green color more people are staring at me...hehehe...its kinda uneasy of course...

I took an exam in Accenture coz someone from GROW, Inc called me and told me that Accenture invited me to take the exam for the position Jr. Software Engr. Im wondering how did Accenture got my application the fact that i applied for that position in GROW, Inc. Did Grow, Inc referred me to Accenture? It made me even wonder more when i read the terms and conditions written in the PDS of Accenture that the undersigned (applicant) shouldn't be affiliated in any of the companys on the list and one of which was GROW, Inc.... o_O?? how's that?? after i finished my exam and submitted my PDS the proctor told me to wait in the lobby for someone will approach me...i asked why coz i wanted to go home then but she just repeated that i wait outside...the reason why is because im already in lined for the interview... we were 30 who took the exam and 5 of us were only asked to stay for the interview...sheezzzz...it was such a long day for me...

Holy week was over and i spent it in olongapo...ps2 galore!! all i did was play PS2 with my nieces...i didn't go to the beach...i didn't even went out coz its dead hot outside...the vacation was short and i long for it still...i met someone this past holy week and i hope its the 'someone' that i'm waiting for... *kilig* hehehehe... i need to do some diet again hehehe... la lang...i gained some weight this holy week coz i've been a total couch potato...eat,ps2,eat,ps2,eat,ps2,sleep,ps2,...hehehe...