the lost Nexxus

It has been more than a decade since I made my first entry. I couldn't even remember my main objective then for creating a blog, but I think partly because I just want to record all the thoughts that I have inside my weird self given the 'very introvert' that I was – and yes I still am, a bit =)

Yes, this has been my channel, my very own realm where the possibilities are endless, where my thoughts know no boundaries... my 'Nexxus', a number of times lost but never forgotten and keeps on coming back. Something that reflects my persona – always gets lost but keeps on striving to get back and move forward.

Fueled by time and empowered by experiences...

t.L.

Finding true Love...It's something that history can not contain and everyone is dealing with or has dealt with a number of times in their life. At one point in my life, I thought I've found it, well who else didn't think that they did, right? So what really is true Love? How can someone justify that it's true Love? My answer is yet to be told...yes, there are articles that talks about true Love but the thing is you would actually know it when it's there...no one else can define it for you other than yourself.

Defining it is already a challenge and finding it is yet another story. How can you find something that you don't know what it is? That I can answer, two words...Faith and Fate!

Faith is what keeps me going that one day I'd be able to find it. And I believe that Fate has something for me.

Bubble thought from a Lunatic guy - 'WHAT IFs'

Everything in life is a gamble...from a simple yes/no question to a complex argument...we wouldn't know what's going to happen if we don't engage in it...if we don't move out of our comfort zone, we will not have a view of how have we been doing all along inside that comfort zone...were we living good? Or only to realize we've been missing out a lot... it all boils down to choosing between a yes or a no, a very long series of branching yes and no...

In this complicated world we live in, there's one thing that i learned and has been my principle since then...to have no regrets in any decision made regardless of the outcome... surely there will be disappointments but these make me no less than a failure but more of a mature person, brave and responsible enough to face whatever there is in life.

"...never live a life full of what if’s..." =)