"She's All That"

Since tuesday,today is the fourth time I watched the movie "She's All That". Well I know it sounds odd but I fell inlove with the movie. I don't get bored watching it over and over again.

High school favourite Zach Siler (Freddie Prinze, Jr.) is dumped by his prom queen shoe-in girlfriend Taylor Vaughn (Jodi Lynn O'Keefe) for some slimey TV soap star Brock Hudson (Matthew Lillard). On the rebound he takes a bet from his best friend that he can take up with mousey bespectacled Laney Boggs (Rachel Leigh Cook) and get her voted prom queen instead. Great friend, impossible task. Though once Laney scraps her glasses, does her hair, and gets into decent rags, Zach finds himself taking rather a lot of notice of her.

Miss my Bestfriend..

Today I wasn't bored that much coz I meet up with my long lost bestfriend Ces. We had a great time talking coz there's a need to catch up on each others life...hehehe...well what's new with her? hmm of course her car, I envy her. It's Nissan Serena. Well we went to SBMA Baywalk. It has been a long time since the last time we talked, I think several months ago was the last.

It was funny coz when we were on the road, I was sort of tensed in my seat that's why I immediately buckled up myself. It is because I got the feeling that she might crash or bump the car to one of the jeepneys in that congested street. Well coz she already bumped the backside of the car to a post before thats why whenever she speeds up I get uptight on my seat...ehehehehe good thing nothing had happend!

There was just little time for us coz I know she's tired from work that's why we already went home after eating.

She dropped me off at home and I hope we could meet again some other time.hmmm.s.. I miss the old days...

Bad Rest Day!

I'm here in Olongapo, went home here after the devastating enrollment last monday...trying to enjoy what's left of my one week term break. I'm in a computer shop right now for our landline was cut-off...and I'm so damn bored here coz when I'm here Olongapo, I always stay in the house and what keeps me busy is the Internet but since our landline has been cut...I got nothing to be busy of and to relax of... waahhh I'm going nuts here!!!!!

Think think think....

"There are somethings that are already done and you can't do anything about it but to move on." -Birds of Prey

Most people have the hard time letting go of someone or accepting something, and I am one of those.

Right now I still have some feeling of resentment to things that had happend in the past, may it be physical matters or emotional aspects. It's really hard to get over with something or sometimes with someone especially if you really gave your best into it. It's not good to expect something coz expectations are critical assumptions of the outcome you want to get from a certain instance and when things go wrong, as most of them does, we get disappointed about it.

Honestly all of my angst for the last weeks about my grades came true...it was like an imp from hell granted my fears. I failed the subjects that I am worried of...yeah you read it right, I failed all of those critical subjects. So the result of it was I'm a still graduating student this term but it's on the edge of a cliff wherein one little push of a devil can make me fall. A very crucial state is where I'm into right now...as of the moment I have 15 units in my load for the next term but I took a subject overload of 13 more units making my total units a very suicidal 28 units out of the maximum overload which is 22 units only...yes I'm beyond the maximum allowable overload units...

I haven't enrolled the 13 units overload yet coz the registrar told me that they'll have to adjust first my maximum number of units for this coming term coz it exceeded 22 units so I'll just have to enroll them next week, the first week of the term which is considered as the revision of loads week. I just wish that what they promised me that I could load all of it was true...coz if not i wouldn't be able to graduate this term...

There are so many stages that I have to make thru just to graduate this term and all of them makes my graduation at stake...the first one was allowing me to overload with that number of units wherein it's still uncertain coz I'll only believe that I succeeded the firt stage if I have enrolled the remaining 13 units this term. I'm really praying hard with my fingers crossed about it...

A gray life

why is it that people has to suffer from this feeling of nothingness? why is it that we tend to have this eventhough we don't want it to?
sometimes it really sucks to feel this way...hmm...i'm glad my day is over...i hope tomorrow will be very much different...
i wish something good will happen tomorrow...i wish something nice will happen that will change my life...i hope and i pray...

What A life

Nothing special happend...just the same old school day...
Still lucky i guess coz my professor didn't came to class, we're suppose to have an exma...what a relief, i wasn't able to study hehehehe...
i hope to have better ideas today on what to do...

"God and Goddess hear my plea,

Bring to me this day I see.

Hear these words the ones I say,

And let me have a wonderful day.

May it be good and never bad,

May it be a happy day and not a sad.

I ask of you this very hour,

Maketh this true with your divine power.

As the candles burn bright and shine,

Bring upon this day of mine.

God and Goddess hear my plea,

Bring to me this day I see,

So mote it be"

Amidst all my enemies...I will rise...

Lucifer's Touch...Hex from hell

I call to the mighty bringer of light, Lucifer...

"Spirits of the abyss, here my call

all most powerful one and all

Lucifer my thoughts do sing

through the universe they now ring

Take thine enemy, take him smite

Break him, scorn him in the night

From the mighty depths of hell

cast your darkness on his shell

Oh Lucifer, oh shinning star

Touch him, burn him from afar

Revenge now will have its day

for thine enemy starts to fray"

So be it!