Feb 14, valentine's day...this is my first valentine's day and my first occasion here in office. It feels strange though even if i have someone right now, i still feel so lonely especially right now. I dont know whats with me but my heart is really crushing my consciousness. I can't think nor have the logic that i need to finish my work today. I'm on a tight schedule but I can't make myself focus on it. I am indeed again floating in emptiness where no emotions are present, no feelings, no love, nothing... i need to stay awake just to make myself conscious... i have to be awake...got to fight this for this place, this abyss will swallow me whole. I need to see the light in me...there was this videogame that unfold that what lies beyond the door of kingdom hearts is light and not darkness... I need to open my heart, my heart is the key in letting the light in me out to help me find my way and awaken my slumbering decresent innerself...
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