More in Sorrow than in Anger...

Have you ever been in a situation wherein you have this feeling that you like this stranger although you haven't met this stranger personally and moreover you just came from a break up? Is it just a rebound thing or the saying: "someday someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else..". I know its too fast to feel love for someone else after a break up but liking someone is possible...

In my life, i've learned that a wound inflicted by love takes time to heal and eventhough it is healed already, there will always be this scar that's left behind that will always remind us of the wound...

Veniam Petimusque Damusque Vicissim...as time goes by our heart tends to grow more in sorrow than in anger...thats the life of love for me...God may give you a sign for that someone you asked for but there's no assurance that you will have a happy ending...God didn't gave you that person because He wanted to hurt you but He wanted you to learn something from that person... God is so magnificent and special coz you'll never thought of these twists in the first place...I didn't expected this when He gave me the one i was asking for, i thought it will be a happy life but to my surprise He made it happend to end that way... im in no position to question His blessings, i consider all of it a blessing coz if not for those blessings i will not be the person i am today... It has been a week or so since it happend, all those days i kept it within me...put up my guard so that no one can see my bleeding heart, but i came to realize that i can't heal it myself alone, i need to unveil it so that someone will be able to see it and help me heal it. Im not hypocrite to say that im not hurting inside anymore...it hurts...a lot...but like a river no matter how rocky the path is, there will always be a calm and serene sea waiting at the end... =_^-

Computer Jargons it is...haha

I found these three silly computer jargons on the internet:

1. KISS - Keep It Simple Stupid. Rule of thumb for software designers and network administrators - to minimize dispersion and error proneness, keep your designs small.

2. RTFM - Read The Fucking Manual. Common answer to basic and often repeated questions, that could be avoided in the first place just by looking at the manual.

3. STFW - Search The Fucking Web. Common answer to basic and often repeated questions, that could be avoided in the first place just by searching for an answer on the web.

Because i got nothing to do this morning, i just surfed the web and found those jargons. hehehe I never knew that there were such jargons like those for real hahahaha!! its too informal! hahaha!! i wish to hear those lines sometimes.

Ashes to ashes...Dust to dust... Dies Cinerum

"Open my eyes today, i knew there's something different...". I started my day with 'Hopelessly Addicted' of The Corrs. There are so many things thats been playing in my mind now enough for me to get destabilize and lost. i dont know what's wrong but i feel something that makes me so depress. I feel so strange today. My mind would ask me whats wrong but my heart cant convey the reason. Its so vague...too much in my head, complexity dwells in. Is it because im listening to mushy songs? I dont think other melody will be apt for my mood today, it will only make me dizzy. Do i need to wake up my virtual alter ego again?Do i need to be her again? Im tired of doing it. Im lost for thoughts. I just hope everything will turn out okay this afternoon.

"We are made up of dust and ashes". I went to mass and its ash wednesday, the imposition of ashes on the forehead as a sign of repentance. It also marks the start of the 40 days and 40 nights of Jesus' fasting. Hearing the mass somehow uplifted my unsated mind and soul...The priest's homily made me realize that humans are vulnerable to sins...to pain and sufferings but because of Jesus Christ there has been a cure for it. He sacrificed His life for our sins for us to have the chance to be in eternal happiness. The priest also said that we should ask God for forgiveness and surrender all of ourself including the sorrows and grievances. When all seems to have no cure or endless, just talk to Him and He will answer you back.